The most disgusting scourge of all liquids. It leaves the taste of raw meat and shit in my mouth, and I loath it so.

I need to go out and get more soda, is what that translates to..

God. I'm so dependant. After all of the shit with Matt.. I still think about him. I can't fuckin' stop.

He made me my own desktop wallpaper. He played my favorite games that I play - Final Fantasy 12 and War of the Lions, he helped me get the other games like Evil Genius and a bunch of other stuff.. On my PSP, there's a comic that we both liked to read, and we wanted to write a story about two characters. I made a picture of the two of them kissing as my wallpaper on that. On my journal, his name is doodled along the sides of a bunch of entries. My homework, same thing.

I'm breaking down.

I feel horrible. Before, when he and I were still together.. I was shit to him. I always played games with my friends instead of talking to him on the email. I never wrote his stories when I promised to. I never was there...

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